My tragus... worked it's way out. It was too close to the edge. I'll get it redone. ... When that piece of my skin heals back together.. and isn't cut in half.

Bleh.

He's so far away.. and sleeping by now. I miss him. He's so beautiful to me. I can imagine him curled up in his blanket. Snoring. Dreaming. And completely wiped out. Someone's trying to text him and his phone goes off loud. But doesn't wake him. He'll wake up early and work hard out in the sun. Text me something sweet and cute, saying how he's missing me something terrible. And I'll tell him something of the same.

I'll see him Friday. It's soo far from now. Ugh.


School soon.. And stuff. :/

Blah.

SHAKE THAT TAIL FEATHA

jk.

Kei is in dire need of something. god knows what now but damn do I feel greedy.

The Mish.. or Mishi and I started a new story. My character. One of my first uke characters in my first Yuri RP. Her name is Darja, she is a cat from India. Think of princess jasmine with big amazon hips, more of a golden tone to the skin, more hair, gold eyes, and large breasts. Yet. very innocent. That is Darja. She is a "house cat" to a young rich business man: Master Ryuuga deSoto. deSoto is probably the only human in this story.

Mishi's seme char is Fuze, she is a wolf/dragon breed. Fire pistol. Hot as hell. She's a gardener. She comes to the deSoto mansion and finds the young feline quite a fancy.

Trouble sturs. Oh my.

oh ya. Maro, main butler, Darja's bodyguard. Hes a doberman. Fuze and Maro do not get along.

I'd like to think of Fuze as a female Dezzi (jubilations char) Dx


Kei and her boyfriend broke up. He was a little outside of my box. Well.. all of my bfs are outside my box Dx but it was complicated. he was a good guy. couldn't tell the truth to save a life.

Kei has a lot of homework to do before school tomorrow and REALLY doesnt want to do it.

She requires DISTRACTIONS.

Dx

tomorrow is friday. yaaaaay.

I suck at updating and keeping up with this messsssss.

i need to draw.

school drains the life of me.

I eat waaaay to much.

doing crunches randomly.. doesn't help much Dx

my phone is major suck.



My boyfriend has a hot bod.

I've been wearing the same disposable contacts for near a month now.

I miss my bass guitar.

I miss the piano.

I neeed to video game soon.


I WAS ACCEPTED TO UNIVERSITY OF ALABAMA TODAY!
for the international studies major!
Minor in Japanese, Korean, maybe german for starters.


I'm sleepy. I do nothing productive.

I need to be shot.

<3

Uploaded a lot of pics from this semester. and what not. going to bed now.

going to Ren's saturday night. Finish Zelda and mess.

sleeeeeepy.

WATCH TVXQ PV - WRONG NUMBER.

its orgasmic.

urwelcome

So I'm trying really hard to go throughh all 258 deviations that are left. Some are hyseterical, some intensely beautiful.

I'm becoming extrememly frustrated with my art. I'll crave to draw a beautiful picture, I know what it looks like in my head. Every detail I want, every line, every curve, every shadow. But when i hit the pencil to the paper, I don't become any where near satisfied with what I produce. I'm not progressing. I'm not expanding in my art. I don't want to draw doodles, I dont want to draw page fillers. I want to get back to drawing people. I get so frustrated I don't know what to do. I know I have the talent, I know I have the talent to expand. Kids at school look at some of my pieces and say, "Oh that's so cool! I wish I could draw like that." And I just smile and say thank you, but I know their wrong. It's not good. It's not where I want to be.

I'm just going to have to bite my tongue and keep drawing.